Waking up yesterday at 3h00pm (so I had slept 14 hours in total) really felt good. I woke up so lazy that I wanted to fall asleep again, and I felt like I could do that forever....
As the days pass by, I am lacking of interest in everything around me. I can feel everybody's problems, and I know that without them life would be so boring. But when I see the misery of my closest people I ask myself why should we procreate? Is it to bring more sorrow into this life?
Last time I had a chat with a friend and we had the same thoughts: "our planet is now suffering because we mistreated it, and bringing new babies will make them miserable. Where will they play? What will they eat? What about the air they will breathe?..." We also thought that our instinct of becoming mothers is too strong; we dream of having our own children one day but we will always hesitate.
Going back to the topic of being lazy which is just a good and bad feeling. It is good cause we are relaxed, and we don't care about what is going on around us, and the bad side is the fact that it becomes so addictive. Being lazy can be the effect of not having something to do to keep us busy or lacking interest about everything. In my case, I am sure that it is a temporary thing until I find something that I would really like to do.
I finally managed to wake up today and be more productive. I am now sitting in the kitchen while typing this note, looking into the light blue Mediterranean Sea knowing that it is a new day nicely painted with colors and little white clouds rising above...
*Song of the day:
Lazy by David Byrne
I'm Lazy when I'm loving
I'm Lazy when I play
I'm lazy with my girlfriend, a thousand times a day
I'm lazy when I'm speakin
I'm lazy when I walk
I'm lazy when I'm dancin
I'm lazy when I talk
Open up my mouth
Air comes rushin out
Nothin doin nada never how you like me now?
Wouldn't it be mad, wouldn't it be fine
Lazy lucky lady dancin lovin all the time
Ohh , I'm wicked and I'm lazy
Ohh, Don't you want to save me?
I'm lazy, lazy, lazy, lazy
There's some folks they got money &
Some folks life is sweet
Some folks make decisions &
Some folks clean the street
Now, Imagine what it feels like
Imagine how it sounds
Imagine life is perfect and every thing works out
No tears are falling from my eyes
I'm keepin all the pain inside
Now don't you want to live with me?
I'm lazy as a man can be
Ohh , I'm wicked and I'm lazy
Ohh, Don't you want to save me
I'm lazy, lazy, lazy, lazy
Imagine there's a girlfriend
Imagine there's a job
Imagine there's an answer
Imagine there's a God
Imagine I'm a Devil
Imagine I'm a Saint
Lazy money, lazy sexy, lazy outa space
No tears are falling from my eyes
I'm keepin all the pain inside
Now don't you want to live with me?
I'm lazy as a man can be
Ohh , I'm wicked and I'm lazy
Ohh, Don't you want to save me
Lazy when I work
Lazy all the day
Screamin all you like but it only fades away
I'm lazy when I'm prayin
Lazy on the job
Gota lazy mind, a lazy eye, a lazy lazy bod
Hard men, Hard Lives, Hard keepin it all inside
Good times, Good God, I'm so Lazy I almost stop
Ohh , I'm wicked and I'm lazy
Ohh, Don't you want to save me
I'm lazy, lazy, lazy, lazy
Ohh , I'm wicked and I'm lazy
Ohh, Don't you want to save me!
I'm Lazy when I play
I'm lazy with my girlfriend, a thousand times a day
I'm lazy when I'm speakin
I'm lazy when I walk
I'm lazy when I'm dancin
I'm lazy when I talk
Open up my mouth
Air comes rushin out
Nothin doin nada never how you like me now?
Wouldn't it be mad, wouldn't it be fine
Lazy lucky lady dancin lovin all the time
Ohh , I'm wicked and I'm lazy
Ohh, Don't you want to save me?
I'm lazy, lazy, lazy, lazy
There's some folks they got money &
Some folks life is sweet
Some folks make decisions &
Some folks clean the street
Now, Imagine what it feels like
Imagine how it sounds
Imagine life is perfect and every thing works out
No tears are falling from my eyes
I'm keepin all the pain inside
Now don't you want to live with me?
I'm lazy as a man can be
Ohh , I'm wicked and I'm lazy
Ohh, Don't you want to save me
I'm lazy, lazy, lazy, lazy
Imagine there's a girlfriend
Imagine there's a job
Imagine there's an answer
Imagine there's a God
Imagine I'm a Devil
Imagine I'm a Saint
Lazy money, lazy sexy, lazy outa space
No tears are falling from my eyes
I'm keepin all the pain inside
Now don't you want to live with me?
I'm lazy as a man can be
Ohh , I'm wicked and I'm lazy
Ohh, Don't you want to save me
Lazy when I work
Lazy all the day
Screamin all you like but it only fades away
I'm lazy when I'm prayin
Lazy on the job
Gota lazy mind, a lazy eye, a lazy lazy bod
Hard men, Hard Lives, Hard keepin it all inside
Good times, Good God, I'm so Lazy I almost stop
Ohh , I'm wicked and I'm lazy
Ohh, Don't you want to save me
I'm lazy, lazy, lazy, lazy
Ohh , I'm wicked and I'm lazy
Ohh, Don't you want to save me!
"... [I'm} looking into the light blue Mediterranean Sea knowing that it is a new day nicely painted with colors and little white clouds rising above..."
ReplyDeleteLove the imagery SamSam! Laziness can sometimes be a good thing. It allows us to stop and think for a change. Make the most of it.. Good there's this blog ;-) and don't be afraid to act if something inspires you during this laziness ;-) x
I will try my best darling :) thank you :*
ReplyDeleteI can relate to that..
ReplyDeleteI think we need "purpose", something that drives us into life u know.. I had that for a few days and believe it or not, almost all my mentality and life changed. that laziness of mind just disappeared and instead of it I had some sort of concentration like as if I drank 10 cups of coffee..
and I love the song :) its video too is like.. scary!
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